Dear you who I don't know yet,
It might happen or it might not be for the the one I have waited to a long time. but this is the first later I wrote to you. It will be from now on the date of the 7th of March 2010. This is another that I feel very very lonely even I have many friends aroun me. It seems like I am not content at what I have now. You could say. But I really wanted to come to stay by myside. I need a shoulder where I just could lay my head and listen to each other heartbeat. I don't want you to comfort me but just sit with me and we can enjoy the quiet time together.
i have no idea when I would meet you maybe this year, next year, next 10 years or God just want me to live my whole life without you. You know what I jsut don't want to show my true self or how weak I am to many people becuase they might laugh at me. SOmetimes it is gtting harder and harder of living by my own. I hope you would come and let my world more beautiful or cheerful.
Every night since I have been to the southern of Thailand, I have looked up at the sky and talked with God to send you to help me. Even I didn't mean to make your world get darker when you see me as i am very bad to be with. I would try my best to become a dearly girl.
Look forword to meeting with you some day,
Gai
