The Secind Letter!

I am now trying to think about what I sould tell you. It was better than it was yesterday as I went to church and spent sometimes with friends. I felt less lonely but I still needed to see you. I hope you will come here to see me soon. I have many things to share with.

Tonight I went to the beach and watched stars and talked to God about you heheh. What a silly of me! I talked about somebody I haven't met yet. I was kinda good mood. I hope I would share the time on the beach with you. =) I will finish it here for tonight because I was a bit tried after spending the long long day without you.

PS> I think I would sell this letters hehe.

This is my first Letter to my future husband.

Dear you who I don't know yet,
It might happen or it might not be for the the one I have waited to a long time. but this is the first later I wrote to you. It will be from now on the date of the 7th of March 2010. This is another that I feel very very lonely even I have many friends aroun me. It seems like I am not content at what I have now. You could say. But I really wanted to come to stay by myside. I need a shoulder where I just could lay my head and listen to each other heartbeat. I don't want you to comfort me but just sit with me and we can enjoy the quiet time together.
i have no idea when I would meet you maybe this year, next year, next 10 years or God just want me to live my whole life without you. You know what I jsut don't want to show my true self or how weak I am to many people becuase they might laugh at me. SOmetimes it is gtting harder and harder of living by my own. I hope you would come and let my world more beautiful or cheerful.
Every night since I have been to the southern of Thailand, I have looked up at the sky and talked with God to send you to help me. Even I didn't mean to make your world get darker when you see me as i am very bad to be with. I would try my best to become a dearly girl.

Look forword to meeting with you some day,
Gai