(Local transportion: Lng tail boat)
This is the a new life of Mine
It was year 2011 when I still worked at my previous workplace called La Flora Resort & Spa. It was the first place I started to work in the hotel. It was a big hotel with 4-star class. I loved it but somehow, there were tons of problems that I didn't create them myself but becuase of working with the management team made me sick in that place. I told myself everything would be better so I sucked my breathe it or a little while to see what should I do. Later on I was regreat for I had decided to stay longer over there. Poeple flight.They just like to kill each other if they could use for thier profit, but not me. I was not in any group or gang so I just like to work and had a lot of fud during working. It was last until November 2011. I had got to make a decision to stay there or move on. Then I got a job for there but in the lower position so what. I was working there satisfying my time and my personal life. They didn't care about there. The moto of the place is "The human's value depends on whom you stick with, not what the work has need done". That was the day I made a decision to stay away for my ideal hotel. Even I had to move out from the location where I liked a lot. The friends I was aready familia with. The conveniences I could get over there. They all turned out to be an islolated rural island where there is nothing. (I don't like Phuekt I should myself actaully to be here. Khao Lak has not interesting position to be in.)
(the Picture from my apartment's window)
I moved all things put from Khao Lak and La Flora on November 28th, 2011 at around 11 a.m. with my best brother/ friend's help. At that moment I felt that I have lost many things especailly friends. I was sad T_T a lot but I knew it was right to do that. If I still tied myself with old things I could not be happy as I should be. The night before I left I had dinner for several times with some of my friends, different interesting groups of people.
The first night when I was on the island I really wanted to cry and asked myself why did I stay in this too quiet island. All things were new to me and I had to learned all of them even I like them or not I could step back anymore. :( )" The week passed by I needed to run away. All adjustments were on process but the inside said "no". The inside of mine fought each other; One said "keep going", the other "Fly away". I seemed like I was not happy for what I have chosen. When people saw me they always asked "can you live here?". So my answered to them was "i am not sure. Let's see how long will I be here?". It is true. Until now I still doubt how long will I be in this place.
dat by day, week by week, now it is going in the forth month, I don't know the time goes so fast or I don't really count it anymore. This place makes me see people in the other eyes. I can get angry but it is just a bling. Even I was so deep in my madness. I can't choose to go away and I have to face with it. So I learn how to love the way they are. I enjoy even small things I think I can't.
In the middle of February, I have a chance to visit my old friends in Khao Lak, the place I have left. It was just a confirmation that I should stay away from community. They are still the same. Nothing change, nothing new in the past 3 month I was not there. It is better to change myself. Then, the trip that I went was just likegreat in the beginning. Later it was a fake to go together. people lied to each other. It was actually all of them knew what was going on but not me. After I found out my travel mates were not sincere to me and they were nice in front of me in the second night. The truth behind my back was totally different. This made me feel like I needed to take the other way. I finally went through that awkward situation. I am not sure whether they realized that I already got a hint and find out all the behind story. The trip had changed this was not fun anymore. I cried out in the inside for I colud neither go or run away. The emotion was like you were in the small dark room and not even a door to go out.
However, I can take a long breathe to be with poeple who are not really like to take advantage the other as same as the Flora one. This must be way better. I found myself fall in love with the tiny little cummniity even sometimes I would like to have my private area. This shall not be any problem anymore. Everything goes well & I hope I would stay here a curtain point of time.
Small pla
ce, Big Heart!
Love from the Island
(From the management to the workers gether for party all the time.)
It was year 2011 when I still worked at my previous workplace called La Flora Resort & Spa. It was the first place I started to work in the hotel. It was a big hotel with 4-star class. I loved it but somehow, there were tons of problems that I didn't create them myself but becuase of working with the management team made me sick in that place. I told myself everything would be better so I sucked my breathe it or a little while to see what should I do. Later on I was regreat for I had decided to stay longer over there. Poeple flight.They just like to kill each other if they could use for thier profit, but not me. I was not in any group or gang so I just like to work and had a lot of fud during working. It was last until November 2011. I had got to make a decision to stay there or move on. Then I got a job for there but in the lower position so what. I was working there satisfying my time and my personal life. They didn't care about there. The moto of the place is "The human's value depends on whom you stick with, not what the work has need done". That was the day I made a decision to stay away for my ideal hotel. Even I had to move out from the location where I liked a lot. The friends I was aready familia with. The conveniences I could get over there. They all turned out to be an islolated rural island where there is nothing. (I don't like Phuekt I should myself actaully to be here. Khao Lak has not interesting position to be in.)
(the Picture from my apartment's window)
I moved all things put from Khao Lak and La Flora on November 28th, 2011 at around 11 a.m. with my best brother/ friend's help. At that moment I felt that I have lost many things especailly friends. I was sad T_T a lot but I knew it was right to do that. If I still tied myself with old things I could not be happy as I should be. The night before I left I had dinner for several times with some of my friends, different interesting groups of people.
The first night when I was on the island I really wanted to cry and asked myself why did I stay in this too quiet island. All things were new to me and I had to learned all of them even I like them or not I could step back anymore. :( )" The week passed by I needed to run away. All adjustments were on process but the inside said "no". The inside of mine fought each other; One said "keep going", the other "Fly away". I seemed like I was not happy for what I have chosen. When people saw me they always asked "can you live here?". So my answered to them was "i am not sure. Let's see how long will I be here?". It is true. Until now I still doubt how long will I be in this place.
dat by day, week by week, now it is going in the forth month, I don't know the time goes so fast or I don't really count it anymore. This place makes me see people in the other eyes. I can get angry but it is just a bling. Even I was so deep in my madness. I can't choose to go away and I have to face with it. So I learn how to love the way they are. I enjoy even small things I think I can't.
In the middle of February, I have a chance to visit my old friends in Khao Lak, the place I have left. It was just a confirmation that I should stay away from community. They are still the same. Nothing change, nothing new in the past 3 month I was not there. It is better to change myself. Then, the trip that I went was just likegreat in the beginning. Later it was a fake to go together. people lied to each other. It was actually all of them knew what was going on but not me. After I found out my travel mates were not sincere to me and they were nice in front of me in the second night. The truth behind my back was totally different. This made me feel like I needed to take the other way. I finally went through that awkward situation. I am not sure whether they realized that I already got a hint and find out all the behind story. The trip had changed this was not fun anymore. I cried out in the inside for I colud neither go or run away. The emotion was like you were in the small dark room and not even a door to go out.
However, I can take a long breathe to be with poeple who are not really like to take advantage the other as same as the Flora one. This must be way better. I found myself fall in love with the tiny little cummniity even sometimes I would like to have my private area. This shall not be any problem anymore. Everything goes well & I hope I would stay here a curtain point of time.
Small pla
ce, Big Heart!Love from the Island
(From the management to the workers gether for party all the time.)
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